Bring On The Change

Well I haven't wrote a blog in so long, but in the midst of my desire for change I thought starting to blog again could be the beginning of fullfilling that desire.

Im in a life now that I never could have imagined. I live back in the town I never wanted to be in. Im engaged to a man I never thought I would end up with, and still at a job I didnt think would last more than a few months.

It's hard doing the same things everyday. I look at myself in the mirror and the only thing that seems to be changing are my wrinkles. The older I get the more defeated I feel. Age is supposed to be beauty but I feel that age is angry wrinkly and uninteresting.