For You My Friends
SO....I figured because it has been exactly one month today since I blogged last I would blog again.....
SO grad has come and gone...and along with grad came tears.....Junior high is approaching and HOLA im excited, scared, sad, angry, and happy all that the same time.....Yup don't ask me how I feel all those at once...it just happens that way...im talented I guess....
The end is near and that is beyond my mind....how I got through 8 months here without dyeing I will never know....I guess we can blame it on God....Heehee....
8 months in one place....wow Im getting good....seems like every time I move I stay for, at the most, 5 months and than i jet.....but nope!...not this time...i stayed...I saw...I accomplished....and the word that comes to mind after I think of that is...PROUD....I am sooo proud of myself....never thought that I would make it through...but I did....YAY for doing things that I didn't think were apart of me.....YAY for doing something the LORD wanted me to do....YAY for accomplishing....
When I look under the excitement of things there is a lot of fear and sadness....i know usually it is the other way around....Excitement is under the fear....but for some reason God has blessed me with more excitement than sadness....however I know that come monday morning I am going to be a mess....I have to say "CYA LATER" to some of my best friends....people I never thought I would meet...people I never thought existed......
This blog is for you my friends......
God has brought you into my life at the exact moment that He knew I needed you....even though I didn't know I needed you...I DID....and now we must part ways (but not for a few days yet)....I know that we are parting ways only because God has more plans for us....He is causing us to go separate ways because He knows that we can make it through without each other at arms reach......I am sad to leave you....sad to leave this place....but I know that you will always be in my heart...you will always be in my prayers....and when I come back to this place next fall you will be everywhere I look because we have so many memories.....I love you my friends..more than you shall ever know....you have been my blessings this year and I would not have made it through without you.....
Praying for you always....
God bless ya'll
(and that is the end of my blog because if I continue I will see BLURRR)
SO grad has come and gone...and along with grad came tears.....Junior high is approaching and HOLA im excited, scared, sad, angry, and happy all that the same time.....Yup don't ask me how I feel all those at once...it just happens that way...im talented I guess....
The end is near and that is beyond my mind....how I got through 8 months here without dyeing I will never know....I guess we can blame it on God....Heehee....
8 months in one place....wow Im getting good....seems like every time I move I stay for, at the most, 5 months and than i jet.....but nope!...not this time...i stayed...I saw...I accomplished....and the word that comes to mind after I think of that is...PROUD....I am sooo proud of myself....never thought that I would make it through...but I did....YAY for doing things that I didn't think were apart of me.....YAY for doing something the LORD wanted me to do....YAY for accomplishing....
When I look under the excitement of things there is a lot of fear and sadness....i know usually it is the other way around....Excitement is under the fear....but for some reason God has blessed me with more excitement than sadness....however I know that come monday morning I am going to be a mess....I have to say "CYA LATER" to some of my best friends....people I never thought I would meet...people I never thought existed......
This blog is for you my friends......
God has brought you into my life at the exact moment that He knew I needed you....even though I didn't know I needed you...I DID....and now we must part ways (but not for a few days yet)....I know that we are parting ways only because God has more plans for us....He is causing us to go separate ways because He knows that we can make it through without each other at arms reach......I am sad to leave you....sad to leave this place....but I know that you will always be in my heart...you will always be in my prayers....and when I come back to this place next fall you will be everywhere I look because we have so many memories.....I love you my friends..more than you shall ever know....you have been my blessings this year and I would not have made it through without you.....
Praying for you always....
God bless ya'll
(and that is the end of my blog because if I continue I will see BLURRR)
posted by .:Alix:. at 5:24 PM
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